Friday, November 16, 2007
i feel horrible & i dont noe why.. or maybe i do.. :(
past few days wasnt smooth.. haven been controlling my diet..
my arm has been aching since ytd tennis , wasnt easy learning back-hand..
wasnt that prepared for 2day's engmath paper.. but i glad i knew im able to pass..
did revised for it since the first day of sch.. i took few hrs and understand it.. i guess studies aint tat hard afterall , if effort was put in..
i've been wasting days & days of life.. since when slacking being so addictive..
and slacking to everyone is relaxation.. yet i felt tense.. is this pressure ? from studies? friends? or sth else...
and yes poly has opened me up more.. i'd found myself in a situation despo for $$$.. i nid more den juz new clothers.. theres too much to handle now.. i realli nid motivation & determination..
guess im writing out another tt, nid more fluids, nid more fruits, nid more slp, nid more blah blah , the list goes on & on..
when was the last time someone called u ? and was it abt u afterall?
i guess not much people understand me, and the state im now..
finding love? haha..
lifes nvr easy.
gawd im emo of some meaningful songs, emoshyt!
LABELS : feeling horrible , arm ache , no $$ , lots of use's & wear's
juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..someone who will love & adore..
Monday, November 12, 2007
i need more rest..
i need more time..
i need more self-study...
i need self control diet...
i neeeeddddddd.... AHHHHHHHh ,
proper time management!
everything's a mess ,
i'll blog 2ml :(
juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..at least i knew.. :)
Thursday, November 1, 2007
i broke my batheroom toliet flusher , oh no. guess its a bad omen , gahh im getting scouldin ltr ):
CATS was alright , as usual boring =/ and im dying for S&W, finally we did serving , but i gt injured by this guy , who wooosh the ball wif his racket into my racket and it hit my head.. well i told him , dun hit first , i go pick up my ball , i sense a huge movement coming , hes huge! well.. haha , a slight glace.. woosh! a speeding tennis ball came right it my head , as i held my racket asap to block it , sadly it reflected and hit the back of my head.. and now i have a black blue bun , thx to him (: well , its nth, im strong! wahaha.. nxt week , deepavali , no S&W , dissapointment ):
man , i seriously nid my new footwear.. being eyeing for long.. its time to get it..
may my feet enjoy the privllage of the gold addidas sneaks on sat (:
appt 2ml 4.30 , sat out , sun study? dam..
LABELS : broken flusher , blue black bun , S&W , footwear , appt
Juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..The path you take with your feet should never contradict the conviction of your heart.
hee , its been some time since i mia from bloggin.. well im back :) and this blog is privately for trusted frends , close ppl ,its a privillage ah! :D
lots of memories few mths back , my wish of my bdae being celebrated by friends was finally fulfilled , thx yy & sy , big thx , and i had nv tot see-ing it coming :)
me , yy , sy
a slice of you , heaven
cheers :)
you guys juz made my day more special , loves <3
LABELS: back, 18th bdae (:
juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..its not a dream anymore (:
