Friday, November 16, 2007
i feel horrible & i dont noe why.. or maybe i do.. :(
past few days wasnt smooth.. haven been controlling my diet..
my arm has been aching since ytd tennis , wasnt easy learning back-hand..
wasnt that prepared for 2day's engmath paper.. but i glad i knew im able to pass..
did revised for it since the first day of sch.. i took few hrs and understand it.. i guess studies aint tat hard afterall , if effort was put in..
i've been wasting days & days of life.. since when slacking being so addictive..
and slacking to everyone is relaxation.. yet i felt tense.. is this pressure ? from studies? friends? or sth else...
and yes poly has opened me up more.. i'd found myself in a situation despo for $$$.. i nid more den juz new clothers.. theres too much to handle now.. i realli nid motivation & determination..
guess im writing out another tt, nid more fluids, nid more fruits, nid more slp, nid more blah blah , the list goes on & on..
when was the last time someone called u ? and was it abt u afterall?
i guess not much people understand me, and the state im now..
finding love? haha..
lifes nvr easy.
gawd im emo of some meaningful songs, emoshyt!
LABELS : feeling horrible , arm ache , no $$ , lots of use's & wear's
juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..someone who will love & adore..
